It’s Scary
It’s scary you know? Barley being alive and having so many emotions. When you feel like the world and all of its shit is just an illusion within your head. Like all the people you see are just figments of imagination. Being 13 years old is barely alive, yet you feel like you’ve been there forever. Dealing with human beings. People pushing you down. People joke, but you can never tell if they are serious. When you love with a furious blindness. Age. Age is what I hate. It’s a state of mind. So what if some one was alive longer than you. It means nothing. I hate when people say “Don’t worry, your soul mate is somewhere out there.”. Where? They could be on the other side of the god damn planet, and you’d finally meet them when you’re old and bitter. Life is full of shit. It scares me more than anything. The world is full of surprises. Before I turn 20, I could have so many things happen to me. Good things, bad things. Anything. I’ve been told most of my life how “ugly” or “fat” I am. I am neither. It took me so long to see that. I have good friends, so good that they are not friends. They are my brothers. Talk about it like that. I think of it like that, yet people think differently. People are disgusting creatures. They rape, murder, destroy physically and mentally. I have met the most beautiful,kind and respectful people, yet they have their ugly. I give my love to him. He can’t look me in the eyes. I give and give, yet he can’t even say “thank you”. Humans are harsh and hurtful things. A word can mean something to the speaker, yet something completely different to the listener. A man may joke to a woman about her size, appearance, or personality. The man will see it as a harmless joke, but the woman will reflect on it and come to judge herself upon it. I am bitter and angry at humanity, but that won’t change anything. I need to run head first into the pile of rank shit that is life. I need to always look on the bright side, for loss of a better word. So i’m sending this off here, hopefully i’m not the only one to feel like this.
Thank you for reading
The Bourne Legacy (x)
So, I didn’t seen any of the Bourne movies with Matt Damon. But I’m excited about this.
I will watch this movie and while I am watching It I will think of Clint Barton.
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Via Diary of a Mad Bitey Woman
#just look at tony’s face #fucking look at his expression #steve’s kind of just. staring #and tony’s fucking heartbroken #you can see it in his eyes. his heart? it’s broken #all over the fucking place
#because he knows what bruce means #I think that if tony wasn’t so damn stubborn and had that ‘there’s always a way out’ thing carved so deep inside of him #he would’ve killed himself as well #what do you think that his reckless behaviour means? #he’s got a deathwish largest than the god damned stark tower #so he understands bruce and not only on that feeling #but also on being looked at as if you were a threat #unable to control yourself #a mindless beast#because let’s face it #no one there ever assumes that tony actually has the intelligence he possess #they’re constantly pointing out his flaws and looking past his good intentions #just like they do with bruce #everyone sees the hulk and no one fucking waits to think that the guy is fucking mortified of what he’s turned into
brb sobbing
stop god oh
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Via Diary of a Mad Bitey Woman
Please read: Due to a high amount of unused blogs on Tumblr, we are deleting every blog that does not reblog this by January first. People have been asking for taken URL’s and this is what we are doing.
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lots-of-carrots-and-no-spoons.
DAMMIT, STAFF.
Lol just gonna reblog this on all my saved urls.
well, id hate to be the person that didnt see this.
uhg fml. not taking any risks. SORRY FOLLOWERS!
yeah ^^ sorry followers. not taking any chances. tumblr=my life..
((At first I was just like. Ya what ever. Then I looked at the fucking source!))
sure
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